Painful

My hand so painful ...I really cannot tahan Liao ..
No one can get my feeling .. Really pain even no touch with water ..
I so scared to wash my hand ,so scared to touch with perming lotion n rebonding cream .,
I got wear glove ! But still haven't recover ,
SPLITTING ....PAIN..DRY..no anyone can feel it ..ony me !!I don't know how to do ,I know if still continue working like that ,my hand got no chance to recover !
But no choice ,i really cannot take off ,mc,or leave ..
You all ask me try to let her know la ,show my hand to her la ,take mc ...my sister said like tat ..bobo said like Tat ..n my boy also said like Tat ..
I thought got someone will understand me !
I know I need rest,but u all must know is not I don't dare to talk with her ..
Remember I told yours ,last time when I sick I said I want back early n rest .what attitude she give me !so tis time is not I don't dare to tell her about my hand ..before I tell her I already know what answer I will get ..I tought u all will anderstand my feeling ,but no anyone will understand me what am I thinking ..so everything I do just follow my heart !but everything u all told me ,I get it ,I will listen!I know u all so take k of me ,so worries me ..